new life

Sat, 19 May 2007 05:10:16 GMT

so tonight has been one very good night.
i really enjoyed it.

i truly miss my old friends more than anything in the world.
and tonight made me realize how they are still there.
i just need to bring them back in more.

so i'm really happy that i still have them.

i missed horus, alfie, steph, kara, adri, JEFF, stephen, uriel, and more.

this summer i'm going to spend as much time as i can with the ones who i know will be there for a while.

i'm going to make this the best summer of my life.

tonight has been a night i will not forget.

i feel so optimistic and good.
i mean my self issues aren't even on my mind as much right now.

knowing that i have people that love me makes me feel amazing.
it is the best feeling in the world.

i just want to help Jen now.
i want her to be happy.

this weekend is going to be simply amazing and i'm so excited for it.

next weekend i'm spending it with alfie, horus, and stephen and some other old friends.

i'm going to work on building my friendships back.

did you ever notice how much people can have such an impact in your life?
tonight i did.

=D

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i hope this postivity stays for a while.
i really need it.

i just want people to not see me as some scene girl. scene people are horrible. i hate them. i wish people would just not be so judgmental on appearance and just "love me for me".
but so far i do have some that see me so right now those are the ones i'm going to concentrate on.

and i'm rambling and rambling about the same subject and it's getting old.

tonight/today i saw: richard, joel, horus, stephen, kara, steph, adri, marciette, ALFIE, dara, david, jacob, hunter, olenka, george, jess, kalif, justin, lissette, big red, & glenn.

night.

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 00:55:51 GMT

i will not use this.
it's only to see my other friends.

MY REAL JOURNAL IS

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new life